look it up, look it down, so Good Morning Clown

First of all I'm really sorry for being out over 3 years of my fucking life lol

I'm back at all happier than ever and completely in love with the best person that i could ever met in my life Thanks my Wonderful God for that




The wolfman soundtrack
worth watch the soundtrack is amazing

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THIS IS HOW IT IS

My Tinny world has been hindered by the exterior facts, I really dont know if I can protect myself from the worst .. anyway better is living like this
Now I have promised one thing to myself: next time I take a tumble: NO FROWNS!!
Life Never forgive Weakness

well see yaa another day

Thanks !

Special thanks for a great friend that i have learnt to like so much my great friend Tolis from Greece.. how can I describe what u have told about my inner??? I only want to see u happy and blessed u deserve so much be happy in this life
I will remeber your words forever Tolis!!!
My beloved brother Abdalla From Egypt Thanks for be such a good brother and show me the beautiful way of our religion Islam
thanks so much im wordlesss..
barakallahu fikum
I love u all deep of my heart
My Colombian friend Andress please do not get mad about me friend cause u know im complicated and i wish i could just thank you for your interest on my happiness thx my beloved friend and forgive me !
love you mate!

I´ve got Water In my Personality

Spraft!

Thanks for reading my blog I really enjoyed reading comments and critics here lol… thank you so much my beloved readers and friends
Living a hard moment in my life and I hope share with u only my best part cause I'm No fool I know u like happiness lolz.. so do I.

Special thanks for a great person and muslim brother from Florida State only Allah knows how important you r to me and how much I wanna do all the things I have told you ..
Shut me Up and change the sub!
Youssef from Morroco.. thx my brother I really loved that DVDs you are really a great brother I pray for ur happiness and whatever u need a friend and brother im here for u inshAllah.. chucran!

Ignacio from Argentina thanks my friend for your words and such kindness with me… I always knew that you were not only a normal friend like others jajaja.. gracias amigo querido
David from Portugal thanks for you callings, emails and such good words at that moment I feel just great to have friends like you thxx so much and Im sorry about Portugal team ahaha!
Tuti my most beloved muslim friend.. we are so apart but I thank you so much I really feel good things you wish to me I wanna tell you so much how I admire and thank you .. barakallahu fikum
Sherif from Saudi Arabia thx my brother for your huge strength and kindness im lucky having such good brothers to help me like you!
My Peruian muslim brother Halek for your huge strength and sweet words in this moment and always Allah may rewards you infinitly my dear brother

Juliana, Cris, Bruna Gabi, Japinha thx you so much haha its not a farewell I will tell u later what is going on LOVE U MY MATES AND MY FUTURE COMPETITORS HAHA


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Can't forget to say how much I like Dido and her music
Just a little part of one of my favorite song form her last Cd Life for Rent

THIS LAND IS MINE- Dido Armstrong
From behind these walls I hear your song
Oh sweet words
The music that you play lights up my world
The sweetest that I've heard
Could it be that I've been touched and turned?
Oh love, please finally, finally things are changing
This land is mine But I let you in
I let you navigate on demand Just as long as you knowThis land is mine
So find your home and settle in
Oh I'm ready to let you in
Just as long as we know
This land is mine
After all the battles and the wars
The scars and loss
Well I'm still the queen of my domain
And feeling stronger now
The walls are down a little more each day
Since you came finally, finally things are changing
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Now I have myspace if u wanna visit it just click on hte link bellow :

www.myspace.com/darkwaterforever



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Movies

My favorite movie AMERICAN BEAUTY
Watch the trailer on you tube here pls:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kf6vIN4ukzU&search=american%20beauty%20trailer

“morning Jack, Morning caroline.. I loved your tie that color… hahah I love Annete Benning

Casa De Areia

Fernanda Montenegro our brasilian actress pride is stunning and will leave u breathless in this movie

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Music

Current Listening to “FATEFUL MEETING” by James Newton Howard. Nice and sweet song

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News

Last week I cut the tip of my finger with a knife when I was preparing salat
Yesterday I’m mad because my life has been so confusing
Im Happy for you success and your IB diploma you deserve it!
Today I’m gonna sleep in InshAllah
More news and COMING SOON
IDO WEBSHOW on You Tube haha
The first one was a mess but I will be much better I promise lol

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Books

Muslims, Dialogue and Terror… I very nice essay book and also scary about the present global scenario treating muslim and its worldwide hole and portray
Author: Chandra Muzaffar

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Brasilian Team

Thanks for your “fabulous football” bunch of contemptible failures and cynical! hahahehehihihohohuhu :




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WATER IN MY LIFE

When I think my life has been changing, the current of my destiny takes me to another path completely unknown and perhaps I will never be able to understand it. Water is like life itself, it runs among ways that are totally unthinkable, it takes happiness, takes sadness and all kind of feelings that exist. And also it washes and sometimes lights up our own fate.
I really don’t know how to define water, I only know that I definitely have got water in my personality, I also know very well that water is powerful it can wash away earth, put out fire and even destroy iron.
I have been taken by the current of my own water, and I don’t know to come back or even remake what has been destroyed. I just know that the water in my personality give no answers, it only takes me to the unknown, and then I need to life my path to find my answers. Indeed, water takes by the current and I have no choices but only learn with those changes that I can’t avoid.
Water is sensitive its strong and even mysterious.. Definitely I have got water in my personality; the rest is other feelings...
A água é sensível é forte e misteriosa.. Definitivamente eu tenho água em minha personalidade, o resto é outra sensação...
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Well.. that’s it! See ya next time and thx so much barakallahu Fikum

Ido A Jorge
Ahh! Something very funny my mother was at the door ´s home to see what the water filter seller wanted, so she said ohh no thxx I have already a filter… and the seller asked : oh really? What is the type? My mother told him it’s got a tap on the end and a filter on the tip ! hahaha
The seller went away confused !

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Jaba´s session
My Blog in Portuguese
www.aguanegraprasempre.blogspot.com

My Islamic blog
www.annabaislamya.blogspot.com

visit them please! Thx

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hasta !

até mais

See ya

ma asalama

a revouir!

My picture Again

I have Become normal Again!... That ´s Cool

Hi my beloved friends

After weeks of reclusion at my inner, I thought it was the time to come back to this unfair and lovely world lol.. anyway im happy to be here and share my happenings and my up and down moments with you all!
Im kinda lazy lately cause I'm on vacation just chilling out on the sofa all the time , watching movies, reading books, chatting , fighting with some classmates and getting more confused than ever..
Dum know but sometimes, I feel Im crazy cause what makes me happy today gets me sad tomorrow.. ohh I tell you later about that cuz have many subjects today here

Today Im so reflexive, and i know why, i finally know what is happening in my normal life, well Im thinking of going to another place where I can hear my own voice and be myself.. dum know if it´s possible but surely i will try one day
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MOVIES

Thumbs Up!
First of all I wanna quote a good one but very shocking … The Pianist.. Adrien Brody is really stunning and perfect, and thomas kreschmann is a great actor, even playing only nazi on Hollywood movies I like him, tough. site: www.thepianist-themovie.com

Gosh!
Didn’t like the Butterfly Effect, ok you can say that that’s a nice screenplay and a cute casting, but I tought so disgusting in some scenes, dum know I just think it wasn’t my day to watch this movie! site

Thumbs Down!

Stealth is one of the most disappointing movies that I ever seen, even with an “Oscarized” actor in his cast .. Jamie Fox cant save the movie, I have never seen so many outrageous and absurds in my life in this movie…. People.. be careful about your DNA on the streets lol ;)
But Jéssica Biel is Good like always ! site: www.sonypictures.com/movies/stealth

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BOOKS
The Memoirs of a Geisha movie was not enough for me, so I'm reading the book by Arthur Golden, it has much more details and the history is absolutely rich and commoving.. I'm still sad for what Hatsumomo has been doing with little Chyo.. lol I hate that wonderful bitch!
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MUSIC

I committed I terrible mistake last posting here in my blog… I want to ask you to boycott Shakira cuz that Bitch has been spreading corruption in this world by saying that God do not exists…. Poor her, if she knows what is expected for infidels …
Don’t Forget Boycott that bitch!
Colocar foto com tarja de boicote!

Anyway im listening to a portuguese singer named MAFALDA VEIGA, her song is so sweet and the songs are absolutely clean and lovely!
I sugest you visit her site www.mafaldaveiga.com
and one of her best song is: NO RASTRO DO SOL , O MENINO DO PIANO, O LUME e O RESTOLHO

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ISSUE 007

NIKÃO: THE IMPOSTROUS


Finally Nikão has got what he always looked for: be the absolute leader of everything. Now, he has no more competitors that straightly threats his charge, now, Nikão is the guy who says the rules of the game, his desire is law, ´cause he’s the XXI dictator.
The Nikão´s story is replete of fights, tears and perseverance. As long as Nikão was born, he lied to everyone, because he made them believe he was a most selectable creature, anyway he was, but the time came and he grew up a little bit more than they expected him to grow.
They are in four creatures living together, and the old leader called the “old Bandite”, bandite´s methods had been always considered inefficient, anachronics and olds, because it had no more positives results, furthermore, “old Bandite” was no longer respected as a sovereign and absolute leader. Only he “the old dictator” wasn’t aware that his time has gone.
Nikão was the last creature to show up in bandites´s fellow and he always obeyed all bandite´s decisions and orders. But Nikão had always another intention for each act, his true intention was always be the new leader in a scary and irresistible plan to become the new supreme.
Once Nikão solved that his time had come, so he put his plan in practice: he self denominated the new leader of the family, and as it was new times, the ex dictator “old Bandite” passed away, nevertheless, there is a suspicion of the true reason for his death: the Nikão´s envy to be the new leader.
The new dictator had been undertaken several changes in the fellow, like under judge his enemies, isolate his territory and conquer Nina, the most beloved, wished and sophisticated female of Nikão´s world.
Nikão got married, Nina became pregnant, they had two children, a female and a male, after they were born, Nikão divorced of Nina, ´cause he had already reached his successor in his personal law and absolutist world.
They still lived under the same roof, but just to keep the integrity image of the big dictator.
Nevertheless, his son became his major rival on the power run. The Tikin´s ideas (his son), was quite modern, unacceptable and even liberals in Nikão´s world. Before Tikin had any reaction to threat his authority and power, Nikão proved be a skilful leader and Tikin mysterious got sick and died. They suspect that Tikin had been poisoned or he had been one more victim of the gruesome envy of his father.
Thus, Nikão´s life goes on, he still is the unpredictable dictator of his world, and he does whatever he wants. His daughter and his ex wife, wait for his death to take power but Nikão knows that his future and his legacy is on risk, ´cause his daughter is known by her madness and his ex wife is a eccentric and a unpopular creature on the Nikão´s kingdom.
I’m afraid of Nikão, his eyes do not reveal who he really is, and he’s so pretending, and convinces that he can really live a whole life as a simple domestic puppy. But I know the truth, Nikão is nothing more than an impostrous.

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JABA´S SESSION
Well I have lived up and down moments lately and a good one I can tell you,
Id like you to visit my Islamic blog www.annabaislamya.blogspot.com
Im stil updating it but you can suggest me some issues there, whatever you say.. surely I will post there

I also suggest my Portuguese Language one lol … sorry I don’t wanna enjoy you or get on your nerves but the address www.aguanegraprasempre.blogspot.com
Soon I will build a French Blog for you all, I promise heheh!
Special thanks for my great friend from Portugal David.. you are a great friend.. keeps on mate, mapa Portugal
Well I miss my beloved country in our time of fairness and growth.. I hope you can be back one day
If you like movies you can download several movie wallpapers here
www.moviewallpaper.net
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Thanks all friends for read my modest blog, plssss don’t forget commenting on it I love you all
Walla! See you all next posting
Your friend today and always: Ido A Jorge. ;)
Dark water
Thanks again David lol
And thanks a special person from Singapore my beloved muslim friend Tuti… lol hope you don’t care about your name here !
Barakallahu fik

Ido A. Jorge ;)

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An Empty Head Can do Many Things!

Hi Mates!

This week was expected to be better than it really was.. anyway I lost my wallet, but I found it! uhh... after that I spent all my money in junk food and fool stuffs... really don´t know what to do with me LoL... I think Im lame once for all :)

My dad is so different lately.. I don´t know but he´s kinda talkative even irritating, I need habituate myself with him...

Im reading the Biography of the Holy Prophet... thats an amazing book, I wish I could share this experience with u all, He´s a great example.. sometimes I wonder why his teachings are so missunderstood over here in the west!....

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MOVIE

I was cheated last wednesday, I went to the movie theater watch a comedy .. I thought It was cool to see, so I watched CHEAPER BY THE DOZEN 2 , but i really hated this movie... its stupid kinda cheesy and a cheap block buster.... i really wanted my money back...

i advise u do not spend your money with this movie... i think steve martin needs to retire urgently LOL... the movie site is: www.cheaperbythedozen2movie.com

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As you can see I have nothing more to say about this movie LOL but I wanna avoid blank space in this blog so, I´m writting over here right now heheh!!

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MUSIC

Shakira is the most famous colombian singer and she´s very cool , competent and her voice is very pleasant and same time heavy and strong, I think you will like her song called DON´T BOTHER.

you can download it for free in this site:

http://www.mp3-center.org/download_mp3/Shakira/Don't%20Bother/1575269

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ISSUE005

The Liano´s Story: The boy who thought to Belong Himself

When that little baby was born, his mother immediately called him Liano. Its was to be Emiliano but, as her mortal enemy and neighbor had a son with that name, she thoughts it was enough call him Liano, because he was nothing more a black-poor and misfortuned brasilian like thousands of them.
The Liano´s mother was an alcoholic woman, and his father was very famous for his disgusting pub, and iniquity committed with animals. They said, once, his father threw three live kitties in the fire, what caused a huge revolt in many people, though anyone never said anything about that to him. The Liano´s father was also a witch, a master in witchcraft, the most famous fetishist in the city. Although I have never understood why being liano´s father a master in witchcraft “a spiritual leader on the darkness” he never got to guarantee to his family a decent life even food to his son. At least if he got it, he could be proud of his job for bring benefits to his family, but no!, he never got it!
Well, lets come back to Liano´s life, he was not so skinny nor fat, but his yellow eyes, denounced his need for a better nutrition. He was a polished black boy, some kind of black who becomes blue on the sun. For external pressure of his neighbors, the Liano´s mother allowed him to go study on the public school, because it was a time to Liano thinks about his future. His uniform and his notes, pencils and an eraser, was a donation, and liano´s rucksack was a plastic bag of supermarket.
Liano was a happy boy at all, even with so many woes that he lived together everyday, the fights, his dad’s witchcraft, his sick and alcoholic mother, a matter of fact, Liano was truly a happy boy, now! I don’t know answer why, I really don’t, but you can believe Liano was truly happy.
Liano grew, and he got known as one more “studies resigned”, Liano enjoyed his free time on the family home of his dad’s ex boss, because his father was fired when he was astonished burning a live frog in the lunch time in his job.
Liano was an excellent boy, polite, honest, very hard working, everything they ask him, he did with no complains, I think he even liked it, tough he had already understood that his future wasn’t a very promissory one.
Once Liano, before, goes to dad’s ex boss home, he realized that his mother had not waken up swearing and hurting him, so he saw that something had happened. So, he looked her mother sleeping in a sweet and decent way, that he thought for a moment that he could have a hope of a better life that his mother could love him. Nevertheless when he took closer her, he realized that his mother was died, and he knew that it could happen anytime and he didn’t cry, but got conformed to that situation.
His mother was buried in a cheap cemetery, and his family had not money to pay for a chest locker, and she was buried without one.
Two years later, Liano still used to remember his mother in some moments in which she rarely demonstrated some good feelings to her son. The black-polished boy had not a path to act on yet, and his dad still kept with his disgusting pub, and selling mango liquor that himself produced in his pub to sell to the drunks.
Unfortunately, the family who liked a lot of Liano, moved on to the big city, and it was very hard to Liano accept because it was his hope for a better opportunity in his life, to work, to learn, to be a loved person. Than Liano perambulated for times, in the city and met people that he was not expected to meet.
Today, I have few remembrances of Liano, I know he still lives in the same small city, he prostitute himself, he’s traficant , poor and unhappy. His dad died of tuberculosis and Liano today is lonely, without an opportunity, he has no hope, nobody to defend him. The Liano´s destiny was not chosen for him, he thought he was owner of his destiny and future, but life showed him others choices. People that he met changed his future in anyway. Liano knows that his life happens everyday, the sun will raise everyday, but his future does not depend of Liano anymore, because nothing of liano´s dream became true, but his life keeps going, he hopes that his descendents, if he has a family one day, can be owner of their own destinies, even, Liano does not know how it can be learnt, Liano tried be himself, but he didn’t.

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JABA SESSION

I wanna thank my friends around the world for read my blog and even under pressure they have commented on it LOL ... Im really glad for have such good friends like you all .... specially thanks for my great britanic friend Calum for read and comment over here.... you are a great friend thank your so much!! and my mexican friend Jonatan Israel for give me strengh in difficult moments lol

thx u Jon!!!

well.... in retribution to the Calum i will post the link of his blog:

http://blade--.blogspot.com/

well today it´s over.... have u all a great time and take care

see ya next issue

Ido ;)

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I´m Back ... My 2006 Starts Now

Happy 2006!!

Hello People, After some days off, I´m Back with some News.. well, nothing special but I have been habituating myself with my current situation... anyway I´m kinda Normal lately LOOL..

Before you ask me..... Yes!! this strange guy in this picture, it´s me

<<<<<<<......I´m not guilty lol

AHHH!! before I forget.. I have to tell that after Two decades, researching, asking and conjecturing lol, I finally found the Meaning of my name... its from hebrew and arabic

IDO means " to evaporate" hebrew, and "To be Mighty" in arabic .... if u want to know about yours:

www.thinkbabynames.com

Good Luck:)

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MOVIE

Last week, I watched Two Movies....one Comedy and another Trash... the first one was very funny..... its HERBIE FULLYLOADED.... It´s a cute movie I sincerely love herbie, cause I have been seen Herbie´s movies since I was a child ..anyway it was very funny... but I got kinda Deceived with the Hollywood star of this movie... I´ve known that Lindsay Lohan use drugs and she´s bulimic too,,, Crazy one.........

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Another Movie that I sincerely abominated, It was THE SKELETON KEY, it´s the sort of movie that should be considered a crime on the theaters, cause Its totally unfair.... unfortuantelly the gorgeous and competent actress Kate Hudson... end this movie as a terrible witch from voodoo.... gosh!!! it´s disgusting!!

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EId Celebration

Every year We celebrate The Eid Ul Fitr.. its a nice time when we Join on the Mosque to Celebrate the Final Days of the Hajj.... as a muslim im so glad to atend it, and i wish all muslim a great time and Allah may guide u all!!!!

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MUSIC

Well, folowing the tendecy of soundtracks and the eminent Oscar 2006... im listening to MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA soundtrack.. it was cosidered the best soundtrack according to the critics in 2005 to 2006

take a look in teh official site :

www.memoirsofageisha.com

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ISSUE 005

THE WORLD´S WEIGHT
DO YOU KNOW YOUR OWN?

Do you believe we have our own world? I do, but I always ask to myself if my world is part of this one, because if everybody has your own, how can people think that we can live everybody in one world in peace?
I'm not talking about little worlds, because it has a depreciative connotation, but not for me, my world belongs to me, same way your world belongs only to you. But sometimes I think I'm running only in my own world and not in this one, in this “big world” that we live.
Some habits, fashion, sociability, all the things that you are supposed to learn to adapt yourself on the big world, as it was a daily need for your survival, sometimes you even don’t like of this world’s standard, but you are expected to adapt on it, or it seems the big world will punish you, attacking your world, and you certainly will be labeled as a little word mind. Thus, you know, even without guns in our hands, we are always in constant conflict among our worlds.
My world still has no name, but I can describe It as a gray color place, so far away, hard to see, nevertheless it has a fertile ground, not totally explored yet. There, It has so many good things, but bad things suffocate the good things, it has too many light, a good taste, but I can't breathe many times inside It, unfortunately the real fact is that I didn’t learn to know my own world yet.
I would like so much that people only give a break just for a second to try to know their own world, so after that, they would be able to at least try to judge this big world that we live in, I would like people feel theirselves, and do not judge other’s world without at least understand the weight of a world gets for its owner.
My world is not for sale! I don’t change my world for this big one, not really! And It's not a little world or a big world, It's only my world, no superlatives, made up for nothing of this big world, who knows what my world has, It's only me. Only me in my own world, I feel I belong to myself there, I can feel the taste of all the things, because in my world all the thing has taste, even water!

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JABA´S SESSION

This Week I want To Thank my great classmate and friend Priscila... the most japanese spanish girl of the world with latin hot blood in her vein lol...

I suggest you to know her blog:

www.japaespanhola2.blogspot.com

Welll. I think I have forgotten to post something over here anyway, I will try to remember and I will post It next time...... see you all people!

ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Special thanks for great friends from, Usa, Uk, Singapore and Brasil for reading this modest blog Loooooool

have a great week

Ido :)